Lift me up to drop me down
Heavy heart becomes my friend
Want to drown in your love not just drown
How do I feel whole again
Whole again
In a hole again

Emptiness is my friend
I cling on your every word
Mixed messages you send
Can I believe what I just heard
Say it again
I'm falling in

I'm fine now
No damn doubt
Don't ask how
My heart it dried up and dropped you out

Love hate state can't relate
Hate stands where love just stood
Go back from abuse down to elate
Gets where feeling bad feels good
And you do it again
Shields and pins

I only wanted us to stay
Perfect in every little way